mom: so how do you know this person?
me: *struggles to come up with plausible fake story instead of saying “on the internet”*
i really am afraid of being clingy so i act like i don’t care but i really do like you.
One of the biggest things I absolutely hate though is when you open up a piece of your life to someone and they say sorry, or they feel bad for you. I don’t want you to say sorry, I don’t want you to feel bad for me. Everyone has struggles in their life. No one deserves to have someone feel bad or sorry for them. If I open up a piece of my life to you it’s because I need you to understand, I need you to be there for me, and I need someone to let it all out to. I need to know that there is someone there who cares that I’m alive, not someone who feels sorry for me. I need someone to accept me when I can’t accept myself. I need someone to help me accept myself, because accepting yourself will always be the biggest struggle that life brings you. Accepting yourself, accepting your struggles, accepting life.
Do you ever memorize a person’s voice? Like you can construct a sentence in your mind that that person’s never said, and yet you hear them say it.
Is that a thing people can do?????????